standing on the line of not knowing where i'm going.
i feel like there is this huge world out there that i have yet to discover;
and still the only thing i want to do is go running back to you.
but... no more.
im over spending my nights in bed crying.
im done waiting for you when i know that you're not coming back.
as much as it hurts me to type this. im ready to move on.
im done watching you live your life while i wait....
wait for you to wake up.
wait for you to realize how happy we could have been.
waiting for you to miss me.
im just done waiting...
im done wondering about what you're thinking.
im done thinking im in the wrong for trying to be happy.
im just done.
im tired of back peddling.
im tired of hoping for something that won't ever be.
im gonna be ok; for the first time since you left,
i can say that i'm gonna be ok. as much as it hurts to say that, as much as i dont wanna admit it, it's where im at.
im starting over.
im going to make my own happiness.
never again will i depend on a man to make me smile; or anyone for that matter.
never again will i depend on a man to make me feel whole.
i will be 110% confident in my own happiness.
